It's a rainy day & I am just sitting here at the shop staring out the window
...pondering.
I'm supposed to be studying for linear algebra final but my mind just does not want to retain anything.
Lately my life has been evolving so rapidly I do not know what to make of it.
A few doors have been slammed in my face but for each one of those a new one has opened, greeting me with opportunities that I could not even imagine.
I need to learn to be patient, it is so hard when I have such a blunt personality. I like to lay things out on the table per-say and get straight to the point. I get misjudged by this; that tends to happen too much but oh well, I am starting not to care about that anymore.
The best way to describe how I feel right now, and it is cheesy as hell but, I feel like I am blossoming. "I'm spreading my wings" haha. But it is so true. I am going with the flow and trying to not worry about things too much. I am breaking down a barrier that I have and letting my true self shine through. Maybe it is all the positive thinking I have been doing lately. I have been trying to just roll with the punches and not let one little mishap bring my whole mood/day(week) down & I feel that I am the happiest I have been in a long while. Granted I have my days but overall, I love where my life is going - I do not know exactly where but I like it & each day holds something unexpected.
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